i didn't even hear your voice today
it's not that i have to, it's just that i want to
and sometimes what i want gets bigger
bigger than chores, bigger than needs

it used to be so different
it used to calm me down
you used to be so different
you used to be around

the speed at which you run
the weight i put on your shoulders
sometimes it's heavy like
like i should know better, it should be light

these heavy thoughts
they're bad for you
and the prospects are cold
almost as cold as you